All I got to my name is two bricks and one felony

Back!!!!!

2009-11-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

Ok guys, im sorry. Been busy with life. Just finished my O's. Weeeeeee, felt good about it. Hopefully, its gonna be good this time round. Also, i got myself a job!! My first job to be exact. Kinda tiring but which job doesnt right? hehe.

Yeayyy!!! Finally freedom!!!! haha. I can do whatever i want now.

To sis Aida, stop calling me uncle ok. you are older than me. haha. chey, org tuh sedang ambil lisence kan. Dont forget to take me riding around town okays :).

To sis Irah, bersabar yer, i very tired ya'know. later i post ok. Gambar2 bodoh kita kat chalet. haha. It was fun btw, and more fun when i told ya'll the ghost story. All scream like crazy!! haha!! aper da korang nie.

Damn just look at the time. well, gotta go now. someone's waiting for dinner. Cant be late.
And oh, 2012 was the bomb!! Cool movie.

till then , calobeteh

M.I.A for a while

2009-10-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

Waddup peeps.
Its been a while since i updated, as a matter of fact, its been a while since i even touched my computer!! Haha. As you all know, O Levels is just around the corner. So must chiong already.

Life has been weird plus crazy plus panic plus headaches and full of laughter. Just browsed through the JAE Booklet. Heartache sia!! All the points seem to be lowered down. Marine Offshore, Architecture!!!! Hope i can get to one of these two courses. Please. I want to make Mum and Dad proud. Even though i was naughty, stubborn, never heed their advice, but they still sacrifice time and money for my education. That i have to repay. I love them soo much.

But on the other hand, its bloody boring sia!! Friends and cousins have been asking me out. Play soccer, slack around at random places, watch movies, shopping. Oh mayne, how i wish i can go. But i have to prioritize my studies first. Macam no life sia!! haha. Nevermind dudes, after my O's, kita go happy happy okays!!! HAhaha.

Till then, calo!!

Phobia 2!!! CReepYYY.......x_x

2009-10-02T12:09:00.007+08:00

This was a bloody great movie!!! No shit mayne. It was totally one of the most scariest and suspense horror i've ever seen. It has a twist at the end. Haha. No one in the cinema expected that twist. Can't tell much though. Haha. Recommended to those who are not faint hearted. "winks winks". And there's this couple seating infront of me and Zhi Xiang, its a boy and girl obviously. Well, it all seems weird. Cause when the scary scenes was shown, the boy screamed like a girl, ok fine i admit a do too at times. haha. But it was the girl that had to hug him. What a pussy mayne!! Haha.

Just look at the time, i'm soo gonna be lectured by Naz a.k.a irul cute. haha. Supposed to meet him at 12 plus. Naz, buat bertenang yer. haha. Kay guys, gtg. Have a great weekend ahead!!

Peace no war!! Chey tak la...sorry :)

Picking myself up.

2009-10-01T17:18:00.006+08:00

These posters really made me realize what life is all about. And thanks to friends around me. I've knocked some sense into my brain. I've made mistakes that led to my own misery. And that mistakes was i did not make right decisions. If any of ya'll are encountaring problems, better make some right decisions. Think about what will happen with every decision. I've learned it the hard way. To lose one's trust, it will always be a great challenge to gain it back. Even if you managed to gain it back, keep in mind that what has happened will always have a possiblity of haunting one's life. As quoted by a special person," Sometimes, what we want in life, we can never get. Yes we can work for it but the One that decides it all is Above, watching over us." I've accepted this fact. I'll work hard for what i want. I'm done hurting those i love with my actions. There will always be obstacles ahead but, looking back, i'm stronger now than before.

Everything's going wrong.

2009-09-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the blur image. Stupid camera. Things are just not going well for me. Firstly because of the above image. If ya'll can see, at the word "SENT", it shows 24-Sep-2009, 12:19.

At the word "RECEIVED", it shows 24-Sep-2009, 18:39!!!!!!!!

6 GODDAMMM HOURS TILL I RECEIVED THE MSG!!!. Worse still, we quarelled because of this, things that shouldn't even be quarelled about. FUcked up phone. If it's because of reception, fuck it ah, Thaqif msg me at 1, asking me where am i? i got the bloody msg. But why didn't this msg come to me at the fucking right time!!!!! this pissed the fuck out of me!!! Because of this stupid thing, we quarelled again. Once again, trust was gone. Fuck Singtel la!!! kate jek the best. PUITTT!!!

And mum, sorry i yelled at you because of this. Mum was taken aback when i started shouting bout this msg "thingy". I'm sorry mum, maybe i was too pissed off. One msg decides everything. But i know i shouldn't have yelled at you. Mum promise she would call Singtel tmr and confront them. Thanks mum. Just hope that special someone would forgive me and understand that i didn't do it on purpose.

Even though its hari raya, bad events was happening in my life. The loss of someone i love soo much, i can't even describe what my feelings were. To add fuel to fire, this thing happened. Haishh, i don't know what the fuck is going to happen next. Prelims was bad too. Don't ask me la what happened. Lepas satu, satu timbul.

Still hoping.

2009-09-17T14:27:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the wish. I hope that good luck will guide me through my O's. Nevertheless, i'm still hoping we can be what we used to be. I fully understand that the time is not now. Hopefully, time can heal the wounds i inflict on you. But i want you to know, never did i have any intention to hurt you in any way. I don't even want this things to happen to us right now. Its sad cause everytime i think back about us, i remembered those moments that was special. Those dreams and wishes that we want. Our future together. It saddens me cause it's now at risk. I don't wanna lose it. But hey, i'm happy as long as you're happy over there. I learn how to deal with things better from you. But one thing i can't overcome is my feelings for you. You know that right.

I'm still hoping, truly i am :')

It was there all along. I can't erase it

2009-09-16T15:54:00.003+08:00

People say I'm the life of the party.Because I tell a joke or two.Although I might be laughing loud and hearty.Deep inside I'm blue.So take a good look at my face.You'll see my smile looks out of placeIf you look closer, it's easy to trace.The tracks of my tears..I need you, need you.Since you left me if you see me with another girl.Seeming like I'm having fun.Although she may be cuteShe's just a substitute.Because you're the permanent one..So take a good look at my face.You'll see my smile looks out of placeIf you look closer, it's easy to trace.The tracks of my tears..I need you, need you.Outside I'm masqueradingInside my hope is fadingJust a clown oh yeah.Since you put me down.My smile is my make upI wear since my break up with you..So take a good look at my face.You'll see my smile looks out of place.If you look closer, it's easy to trace.The tracks of my tears.

I miss you.

:'(

Sooo Gorgeous 0_0

2009-09-15T12:35:00.009+08:00

Waddup people!!! :)

I was soo scared about my O's that i don't even watch tv. I mean i watch but its only for a while. I didn't realize that there were many upcoming stars on MTV. A friend of mine told me about this female artiste, Pixie Lott. Oh my god ( jaws dropped ), she is totally gorgeous. Like seriously. Her eyes were the ones that stand out the most. Those big, captivating gorgeous eyes. Wootss!!!. She made me drool mayne. Chey tak la, its the fasting month la deyy, need to control. Anyways, her music is cool too. Her voice is........gosh i don't even have words to describe. I'm just mesmerized by Pixie Lott. Love her fashion too.

Check out some of her photos.....

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i tell ya'll, my eyes were sticked to the screen when i view these pictures. Well, i guess i have to get some info on her sometimes. Hehe :)

How i wish i was the lucky cameraman. Haha 'winks winks'.

Katt Williams the best!!!

2009-09-14T12:22:00.004+08:00

I just love watching his shows. He's the best at what he's doing. The way he makes people laugh, it's soo funny, with his stupid jokes. Damn, this Katt is the best.

Here, he talks about the Latinos. Haha. this is some funny shit right here!!

Weekend has been too busy for me. Helping dad paint the hall and some parts of the house. Helping FUSSY sister do her room makeover while my room don't. pfft. To make weekends better, mum and dad took us shopping. Weeeeee..... :). I don't know what to buy, so just a Zara T-shirt and pants and a pair or Vans shoes at Leftfoot. Thanks mum and dad. And oh, COUSINSSSS!!!! Sorry couldn't turn up for the Birthday party, got sumtin goin on. Next time aite.

i would have won that laser quest if i went out with cuzzies that day. haha

A lesson to learn

2009-09-10T15:51:00.007+08:00

Looking back at what happened, i can't say im not a fault. I deserve this. But i'll take it to make me , hopfully a better person next time. I ain't complaning, ain't arguing this time cause i know i was the only one to blame, im the one that brought this to my life. So yeah. Have to keep moving on with life.

See that person in the picture. I want to be feeling like what that person is feeling right now. Happy, joyful, estatic, over the top whatever it is. But deep down inside, i'm still the same, hoping that it'll come back again. That lovely feeling. I finally learn the meaning of life. I should have appreciated what i got that was so precious to me. But words are useless now, i understand. I had to prove it, but i didn't do it. I even laughed at my stupidness thinking bout it. Action speaks louder than words and i lack that factor. Mum, dad, friends that i've promised, i'm sorry as i have failed you.
:')

Arghhh, prelims are killing me!! Damn. Oh nono, can't say like that. I've promised someone i'm gonna do my best. Eventhough she's away now, she still motivates me no matter what. On the other hand, can't wait to end this O'levels. I can't stand the boredom of staying at home and all there is to do is to study. 48 more days!! Hang in there. " I know you can do it", quoted from a message from her. I hope, i'll not disappoint her with my O's results with all those useless promises i made. This is the only promise i had left.

Fight Night!!

2009-09-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

It's the battle of father and sons. Haha. Dad has been bragging about his 'Fight Night' skills all week long. Pfft. Alarh, you keep on playing 'Fight Night' only mahh while I'm playing my PES 2009. But nevermind, me and brother will beat ya one day. Mark my words daddy!! Haha.

Ok now a different thing.
Well, it's always great to be someone's number 1. Who wouldn't want to be the first in that someone's life that we love soo much. Neither of us felt that way. Hey guys, if ya'll wanna know, i did a fatal mistake back then. So if any of ya'll didn't know bout this, please don't blame her for all these. From then on, everything turns sour. I've learnt a lot from her. I don't know how many times we've been in this situation. Guess i'll just leave to Allah to decide everything. If this is what he wants, i'll accept it.

Life in the kitchen with beloved Grandma And Our 9th Monthsary :)

2009-09-02T13:48:00.011+08:00

As a guy, i know kitchen stuffs ain't our thing. But yeah, i don't know why but i love being in the kitchen. Cooking, Baking, ya'll name it. Hahah.

Grandma was in the kitchen thinking what to cook to break fast. So i stepped into the kitchen quietly and gave her a surprise. "Grandma!!! Haha". Obviously, she was super shocked. Didn't mean it Grandma. It was a joke. Haha. While cooking, she asked me a bunch of questions. Ya'll know the show "Moment of Truth", well, it's like that lorr. Haha. She asked me " Yan, why the sudden interest in kitchen stuffs? Oh i know, you want to be a good husband later right? Haha". I said," Well, part of it yeah but i love cooking!! Haha. Grandma, you think too much already". Grandma said," Haiya, you think i don't know you have a girlfriend isit?, you can never lie to me Yan", she giggled while chopping the chicken thighs. Me on the other hand just did my own thang. Haha.

Happy 9th Monthsary Baby :)

Hoped you like the gift. I love you. I'm a model ( you know i know ) "winks winks". haha

Gf gave me a link about this architecture blog. My goodness gracious me, those pictures, ideas were really creative. The houses were like soo over the top. It ignites my inspiration to be an architect back.

Well, still got this O'levels to get through. pfft. AIte then fellas, gotta study.

Chiowz!!

A beautiful animal

2009-08-28T10:08:00.005+08:00

Ermm, ok, how do i start this. Well, i was walking my way home from soccer yesterday at 10p.m. The weather was totally awesome, seriously. Cold winds blowing and music playing through my ears from the MP3. What more could i asked for. But then, in the darkness i saw a little "creature" in my way. As i approached it closer, it too came out of the dark, revealing it's cute, gorgeous circle eyes. It was a kitten!! Ok i might sound a little stupid here but it was the cutest one i ever met! It looked exactly like this>>

Cute isn't! With it's high pitch "meow", it went in between my legs and rubbed its fragile body to my calves. Awwwww, then it looked at me straight in the eyes, like as if it was asking me to take it home. Gosh, how i wish i could do that. But i don't know if i have time to take care of it. For the first time ever, i carried a cat, a kitten i should say with me. While carrying, the kitten put it's head on my neck while it's paws scratched my body. It looked funny but at the same time sooo adorable. I thought of buying it a can of "friskies" ( is that the correct spelling? ). But the shop had already closed. Pfft. So i decided to spend some time with it at the playground. To think back at it, people who saw me last night would probably thought that i was crazy, running around the playground without anyone catching me or whatever. Haha. It was around 11p.m when suddenly my hp vibrates. It was mum. Suddenly i was shocked to realized how much time i had spend with the cat. No wonder mum was mad. She thought i was hanging around doing stupid stuffs. Chill mum :).

Oh mayne, it was time to say goodbye to my new friend. It felt so hard to leave him behind in the darkness again. So i brought him to the front door and took some old cloths for warmth. Who knows, he might just stay there. If you do, im gonna give ya a name and who knows, be my pet. Hahah. See ya around buddy :).

Oral Trouble

2009-08-24T15:50:00.003+08:00

2 days to go to the O' Levels Oral Examination. Worse still, i'm not prepared which equals to DOOM!!!!!. Had few practices with friends and teacher, Miss Nita. She said i was too fast in the "Passage Reading". I promise i'll go slow in the examinations :). Hopefully everything will go smoothly this Wednesday. On top of that, i still can't figure out what to wear for the examinations. Since it's Oral, it is recommended that we dress up smartly to give a good first impression. Haiya, to hell with it. I'll figure that out. Pfft.

And yeah, it's the start of Ramadan. To all muslims, please make an effort to fast aite. Its the holy month. Do good stuffs. Avoid the bad ones.
Happy Fasting!! :)

Technology & Cheese Crazy

2009-08-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

Finally ! I get to watch G.I Joe Rise of Cobra. Damn that movie was good. The technology in the movie was super duper cool mayne ! There were suits like how 'Iron Man' wore. The suits makes ya faster, jump higer and hit harder than your opponent. Wish i had one of it, but unfortunately according to the movie, it cost around 2 MILLION BUCKS!!!. Pfft. Forget it, maybe it didn't even exist. All in all, it was a great movie ! Will be looking forward to see the sequel.

Guess what, about my eating habits. Oh mayne, I can't help it. Before the movie, Me, Zhi Xiang, Amirul and Wei Jie went to eat at Pizza Hut. It was Wei jie's idea. Fortunately for the rest of us, Wei Jie was loaded at that time as he just won a bet from the Arsenal vs Everton game. GO ARSENAL!!!!!. So Wei jie decided to treat us, and i mean big time dudes. Haha. We ordered so much food that even the cheese was finished. Well, that was me and zhi xIang's doing. We're crazy over cheese. We called ourselves the "The Cheesy Dudes". Haha. Thanks Wei jie for the treat. Maybe after winning more bets, blanja us to the more posh restraurant ah. Chey tak tau malu aku nie eh.

Oh yeah, im hoping Mum's happy with my new SHORT hair. Grrrr. Oral's coming so ya'll know yourselves. Hope she's happy.
Now im back home sweet home, need to start my revision. Time's running out.

Take care people! :)

Gettin the munchiz..

2009-08-17T18:06:00.003+08:00

Damn i love today's weather. Don't ya'll think the weather last few days are cooler. Shiok to the max. Okay that's just random.
What i was trying to get through was past few days, i've been eating my ass off, but i didn't realised it. It was only until my parents noticed that food in the kitchen been missing so quickly. I was like, " Damn, am i the one?". Idk, its either the foods are soo tempting or am i just filling my stomach before the fasting month? Hahah.

Now, gonna have to clean up my wound. Urgghh, so clumsy mayne. Got my two fingers in a BLOODY mess. I just hate wearing plasters. So irritating.

Oh well, gonna catch G.I Joe tomorrow. Ngak sabar jadinya. Muahahah.

Freaky????

2009-08-11T12:16:00.005+08:00

Okay i'm freaking out. Ya'll know bout the 'nenek jual keropok thing right'. I bet ya'll do. When all these seems to fade away, this freaky but fortunately safe incident happened. Haha.
I was playing my com upstairs when suddenly i heard a knock on the door. On my mind," who the hell could be knocking on the door? hmmmm." I went down and see this pak cik with two big bags around him. Suddenly, the thought of the nenek story struck me. For whatever reasons, i thought " oh mayne, why come to my house, what did i do wrong". Eventhough its not a "nenek" but hell, who knows right. Calming myself down at the same time, i tried to talk politely. " Ye cik, ada apa?".
He said he was selling some muffins...... i thought to myself," hmmm, maybe this has nth to do with the "nenek" thingy. But what if it does? I was caught between two minds. So i asked, " brape jual eh cik? ( which means how much )". He said 3 for $10. In my mind," wah mahal nye". but to play safe, i just bought the muffins. Oh mayne, there goes my daily allowance. Baru ingat nk save. pfft. Takpe la, ikhlas. haha. Btw, the muffins ain't bad ya'know. "thumbs up"

And oh, i'm soooo jealous that freez got his Ipod touch last saturday!!! Argghhh, so cool mayne. Nemind, i'm gonna get mine soon, insyallah.

Damn, hope i can watch this movie soon before the fasting month begins.

Take this B!@#$%

2009-08-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

So what if i retake my O'levels ! Does it sound like a bad thing? Fuck it eh, you don't know no shit !! Why? Do you think i'm ashamed of myself as an O'level retaker!! So now, you're talking bout my studies and shit. Hell, it has no fucking link ! Get into a poly first, plus a good course to boast about then can talk like this ok. Since we broke up, i don't give a fuck bout you no more. What you wanna do, that's your bloody problem. When you talk to me bout all your problems, do you think i really care, when i replied you and stuff. Do you think i wanted to help after what you've put me through? PUITTTT!!!! Don't even think for one second i would do that. All i wanted was revenge ! Yes! Read it properly. REVENGE!! Feel the pain bitch. I know, some of ya'll might be thinking " damn, yan simpan dendam rupenye ". Well, i tried to forget but when the opportunity comes, grab it. I might be a little evil here, but fuck it. Do you think i would consider going back to you! Omg, you gotta be kidding. All those while, it was just acting!! Do you know how disgusted i am by my own actions just because i entertain your nonsense. Haha!! Surprised? Now you know how it feels to be dumped and played. If i were to follow my heart eh, i won't even bother replying you. Not only me ah, other guys that have been dumped would have done the same thing as me. But one thing eh, leave my gf alone ah sial ! What sia she do to you. Enough la eh, you've got your N'levels to worry about and i got my O's.

And oh, revenge is sooo sweet. Hehe.

Specially dedicated to Nida Amalina

2009-08-04T08:36:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, i'm sorry for what i've done to you. It was never my intention to hurt you in any way. I want you to understand that. I'm astounded by the way you handle our problems. Eventhough i did a fatal mistake which could probably end our relationship, you still persevere through the obstacles and managed to forgive me. After talking to you yesterday, i realised i couldn't do things myself and shoudn't have kept things away from you eventhough what i thought was best to solve this problem. Never in my life have i seen someone so patient like you. I'm grateful to have someone like you and be a part of your life.

Now, a proper 8th Monthsary wish :)

Officially, yesterday was the day of our annivassary. Its been 8 months together. As you know, we've been through loads of obstacles during our time together. Every problem, we managed to overcome it.

Our anniversary brings to mind.The happiness and joy you’ve brought to me,Sweet memories,the laughter and the tears,Devoted love you give abundantly.
The place I want to be is close to you.There’s ecstasy and peace in your embrace.I know that I can cope with what life brings.As long as I wake up to know that you're my special one,my source of motivation.
You’re all I ever wanted, and much more.I look at you and I still get a thrill.Our relationship is the best thing in my life.I love you deeply, madly, and I always will.

A NOTE for Syaheran (By Nida Amalina C.)

2009-08-01T12:30:00.005+08:00

I did some touch ups with your blogger.It's all messy and the words overlapped with your picture blablabla if I use MF.
Very irritating to look at.I got fed up and did some cropping and editing of photos here and did the alignment stuffs.
If you don't like how it looks now,ask me for the original codes.I've saved them just in case you wanna stick with the old one.
Hope you come back to Singapore safely.

PS I am still mad at you.

xoxo
Nida Amalina C.

Daytona and Iphone 3gs

2009-07-28T18:05:00.005+08:00

Wah, so long never update already. Sorry banget yah.

Just got me myself a new hobby with my friend, Zhi Xiang. DAYTONA!!!! HAHA. For ya'll that doesn't know what the heck is it, it's an arcade car racing game. After school just now, we spent hours inside the arcade at JP. Ya'll wanna know sumtin? The arcade also got this kinda cheat code thingy!! Haha. WTH!! Eventhough i love racing, i was beaten by i dunnoe.....few miles way off Zhi Xiang. Pfft. Then, we went to check out the Iphone 3gs at the singtel shop.

Omg!!! I soooo want this phone. After checking out all the functions, its too cool mayne!! Fortunately, this october, Singtel's giving me a $150 voucher. Hopefully, mum and dad will have a cool head and who knows, buy me this phone. Hehe.

2009-07-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

Sick! Sick! Sick!

Damn! i just hate being sick. Can't do this, can't do that. Just lay in bed like an idiot waiting foe the angel of death.

On top of that, my computer is totally unusable. All connections are lost. Even MSN cannot be logged in. Pfft. Well, guess i have to be MIA for a while. Anything ya'll just text me aite.

And oh, i miss GF soo much. Thinking of her all the time, but still im sick.

Well, just have to think bout her more.

:))

Aite then, thats all. Gonna get back to my bed and have my movie marathon since i can't do much.

2009-07-15T12:53:00.007+08:00

What's crackin?

Oh mayne, been busy the last few days. End up, it makes me sick. pfft.

Anyways, twins arsyad and irsyad & family had moved to...errrr. Floravale eh? haha. I don't remember la. It was super fun la guys to live there. Takpe, nanti the whole family of cousins will visit ya'll frequently aite. Swimming pool kite conquer per? haha.

After spending the whole day here, went to meet some friends at Orchard. By the time i got there, they had their hands full of shopping bags.

" Wah, tak nk tunggu aku teros da shop?, Takpe la, aku pun takde duit" Haha!!!

Craziness la being with ya'll.

2009-07-10T11:03:00.007+08:00

Okay, i'm officially freaked out right now. English oral are

getting closer and i'm getting more nervous. A.maths was a total

joke yesterday, so what the hell. Pressure , pressure. Its

pounding on me. Need some good grades mayne. Its half of the

year gone already. 3 months to go. Damn !! Thanks mum for the

helpful advice yesterday night, you give me strength when i'm

down. It feels great when i share all my problems with you. Her

words got me thinking of what's important in life. I won't let

you down this time mum. I'll make you proud. I love you mum.

Oh shit, was supposed to meet friends for lunch. Im so gonna be late.

Chiow!!

2009-07-08T11:23:00.005+08:00

Waddup ya'll. Gosh i love this song. Was browsing through my

songs, suddenly this song 'Whatever you like by T.I' came to my

mind. Sweet memories. I still remembered when me, dzul and

alif perform this song at our graduation night. Those were the

days where us three were crazy over Hip Hop music. We would

sign up any event in our school to perform. We just loved it.

Haha ! Hey Guys, don't you miss performing? I certainly do

mayne. It was the greatest feeling to perform in front of a

crowd. Maybe someday, we can perform again aite!!! Haha !

2009-07-06T11:31:00.003+08:00

Happy 13th Birthday Sister!!! I wish you all the best in anything you do. And study very hard to achieve your dreams of becoming a teacher right?

Haha. Stay cute always!!!

2009-07-01T09:40:00.004+08:00

Megan fox, a tranny? NO!!!!!!!. She's 100% pure girl-ness. Haha.

C'mon guys, she's for real.

3 more months to O' levels. Oh mayne, this is so frustrating. I don't want to fail again this time. No more soccer, no more PSP, and no more movies. Ermm maybe not movies. I haven't watch transformers!!!! Urghhh. But yeah, need someone to kick me in the butt and tell me its time to stay focused yan. Its your future you talking about here.

God has answered my prayers. I was given another chance, another opportunity to be happy again. Please, don't ever give me another test of will like that ever again. Its hell. Its painful to live my life like that. But hopefully, things will turn better after this.

2009-06-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

How i wish i can get my hands on my own vehicle. 2 years to go. Urghhh, this is soo frustrating.

But i won't be getting a bike. My parents gonna kill me if i do. But its ok, i want to drive!!!! VROOOOOOM!!!!

I can feel the freedom i have. Wow!!! Haha .

2009-06-24T10:08:00.003+08:00

I did what i have to do. I said what i have to say. It's all in your hands. You decide what's the outcome. Im still hoping for the best. It only the matter of time now. Suddenly, flashes of the past beautiful memories flooded in my mind, reminding me back of the times we used to have fun and laughed together, knowing how much we love each other. I don't want this to happen but i cannot bear to watch you like this and its saddening to see our relationship going down to a path neither of us wished for. I certainly believe that we can still work this out. I really do.

2009-06-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Whats rocking people!!! Haha !
So, decided to change my blogskin. And came up with ROCK & ROLL theme. As usual, i was lazy to search every single page of the skins. Fortunately, i came across this skin. It has the rock essence so...... YEAH!!! haha.

Urghhh, damn blisters. This is what happens when you play soccer barefooted. Tapi fun kan guys playing soccer yesterday. It was the first time we played soccer like it was fun to get thrashed. We lost of course but we did some awsome tricks right dudes!! haha. Especially Naz and Muiz with thier OLE's. Khai got jackhammered in the face. Hhaha.

Transformers launching next week!!! Who wants to come???

Bon Jovi, my all time fav Rockstar!!! Keep rockin dude!!!

nice hair tho. haha

2009-06-19T19:02:00.005+08:00

MONSTERS VS ALIENS 3D!!!!!

Thanks cousins for the treat. It was sooo cool and fun going out with you guys. Haha.

Next week buat lagi ok.

Im soo gonna change my phone, my stupid phone. Fortunately, i got green lightS from my parents. Haha . Hopefully, this time my phone will not be stolen when im doing my prayers at the mosque. Bodoh nye pencuri!!!! .

Well, i just have to say this here.

YOU ARE ONE UNBELIEVABLE SOB FRIEND!!!!!

Sanggup eh kau buat bende gini blakang aku. Bodoh nye pukimak . Kau pikir kau boleh sembunyikan nie rahsia per. Fuck you mayne!!!!

Tapi takpe ah eh , i know what type of person you really are. Tu pun kawan KITE bilang.

Kau nk take advantage per sial, mentang2 aku ader nga ader problem dengan ______ . You are wrong you backstabber!!! Go die and burn in hell!! .

2009-06-12T16:02:00.005+08:00

It's the last day of the week. But it's not the last of my problems. I don't know what could possibly go more worse than this. Im still hopeful, very hopeful that things can work out.

Hey! Happy Birthday to Kit, Gf 's beloved cat. Be a very good pet ok. Take care of her when im gone. Don't naughty, or you know what's gonna happen to you. Hehe.

Bloody GOOD movie sia!!! haha. It makes me jump out of my seat. Thanks to this crazy friend of mine, she scratched my arms because was too afraid. Chill la. Haha.

And uh gotten my results for MYE. Eng A2, E.Maths C6, Sci B4, Humans D7 grrrrr. A.Maths don't need to know la.

Currently not in the mood to be happy bout anything, eventhough i will be going for holidays. I'll be back by sunday night.There's nth to be happy abt when everything that makes me happy is nt with me.

That's all from me. Hope ya'll have a great weekend ahead aite.

Nur Nida Amalina, i'll be missing you sooo much. Take good care of yourself aite.

I Love You.

And to all my friends, thanks for the support. You guys are really the best. Never fail to cheer me up and help me when i have problems. Thanks again yeah.

2009-06-09T08:01:00.004+08:00

Hrmm, i've read everything bout it. What can i do guys? Its as good as dead. It was only because of simpathy that we're still together. Its because of my feelings. I felt like giving up but i never thought of backing that up just because of simpathy. Its because I Love you. One thing's for sure, i did not ask them to side me because of my reasons. It was heartbreaking to know that you reconsidered your thoughts because of just my feelings. I appreciate that you still do but .....

Yes, i did only started to text when i got a hair treatment from my friend. Because i never had the chance to explain myself and i was not sure how am i supposed to do it. Thats why i want us to talk to each other so that we can come up with ways whenever things like this ever happen again.
I know you need time , but when will this end? i tried everything but all you did was walk away and not wanting to solve this together.

Yes its not fair for you to force yourself but can't we at least talk things out?
We knew there would be ups and downs, and we told each other that we will solve it together, no matter what. Remember that dear?

I did many mistakes to you, and i want you to correct me of my mistakes and not walking away.
I want us to be happy again, like old times. I missed that. Im sure we can still solve this but i need you with me. I want us to talk to each other, tell each other all the problems that we had.

My mistake, yes i know. Pls dear, don't let our love die just like that.
I know, this situation would have probably dented your feelings towards me, i don't want that to happen.

Sayang, it's never too late. We can still do something. Im counting on you. One last time, pls.

2009-06-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

See that guy up there. He's screaming right. Thats what i want to do these few days. It's been rough, too rough for me. I just wanna SCREAMM!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!. Im getting more unlike me everyday. Im not strong enough to face this. Don't do this to me.

Every day that pass by, my hopes of being together, happily like last time is fading away. It hurts. It really hurts. I try to make things up between us. But why you don't seem to forgive me? Its my mistake, i know. I admit.

SAYANG, PLEASE DON'T DO THIS. IM BEGGING YOU. YES IM BEGGING.

I can't take it. Not anymore. Im weak now. pls dear.

2009-06-07T18:52:00.005+08:00

What's gonna happen? I don't know. Its not like i didn't try. It only hurts me more when i keep trying.Im tired of all this. All i can do now is pray that it will get better.

Ya'allah, give me strength to go through the obstacles that you have put me through. Forgive me for all my sins. Show me the way to end this problem. I cannot take it anymore. If its destined that im not worthy enough then i'll accept it even if i have to be sad for the rest of my life. It was so special when you first gave me this gift. I love it soo much. Maybe i was too sure that it was gonna be mine forever and i didn't care about the consequences. Now its too late. Im hanging by a thread. Its sad right to know that there's a possibility of losing something you treasure the most will leave you.
Oh mayne, i just cannot take it no more. Was i lucky? Or was i at the right place at the right time? Well, i don't know.
One thing for sure, i tried my best, i really tried.

And thanks guys for the advice, ya'll are always there when im in need. Just pray with me together aite that things will get better.

2009-06-05T18:09:00.007+08:00

THE CAGE !!!!!

rilek uh dzul. haha

Was bored of going home early, so we decided to take a random bus which took us to... urrrr. oh yar, city hall. Gerek pahh, tapi it would be more fun if dzul would have joined us.

Zafry is gay!!! And so is Muiz!! haha

Khairul with this splendid piece of pose. Bravo khairul!!!
Take a look at his eyes. hehe. seems like he's been into those black metal eyes.

Great success

2009-06-03T15:12:00.005+08:00

Happy 6th Month Anni Babygirl.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Yeah, time really does flies so fast. Halfway through the year and we are still going strong.

We do face the ups and downs in our relationship and we managed to solve all the differences during the downs and treasure the moments during the ups. I felt like the luckiest guy being with you too.

Yups, three years baby. And it finally came true. Miracles really do happen.

2009-05-22T10:16:00.002+08:00

1 down, 4 to go.
Just did both my English papers yesterday.
It was kinda tough. Especially paper 2.

Had to beat Christine, the A2 girl. Haha.
Well, that's it for English .
Then i had to sit for A.maths paper 1.
ARGHHH!!!!
Damn was it difficult.
The paper duration was 2 hours, i can tell you guys, i slept for the first 1 hour.
Haha !
Fuck A.maths la
I guess i have to focus more on my other subjects then.

Can't wait for the weekends to arrive mayne.
Mum's promised us she would get us either a new or repair our old MP3.
Hopefully a new one.
Hehe.

Aite guys, thats it from me.
Have a happy weekend dudes!!

2009-05-19T16:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIDA

Wah, my baby gerl big already lahh. Haha !

Sorry yer now ony can post cause yesterday was super tired.

All i have to say to you is how much i Love you and how much you meant to me syg.

I wish you all the best in anything that you do.

Gue cinta banget sama lu!!!

2009-05-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum !!

The three children of yours, Alfyan Syaheran ( me), Amiera Natasya ( sister ) and Aizat Asyidiq (small brother ) want to wish you Happy Birthday !!

We love you mummy !!! You have given us love and care. We will try our best to make you proud .

Without you in our life, we wouldn't know whats gonna happen to us .

Thank you mummy for everything !

WE LOVE YOU!!!!

2009-05-13T10:15:00.002+08:00

Waddup ya'll. Haha !
Damn, i still couldn't believe i met adiq yesterday .
It was soo long since i met him .
Hey dude, you've been losing weight izit ?

Luckily, today's not raining, if not, Christine will ask me to bring umbrella and walk with her to school.
You think i your umbrella guy izit.
Hahah !

And Dzul, jangan lupa pertemuan kita ya bila-bila nanti.
( err, like gay sia ) haha.
Help me ok.
Wa caya sama lu !
Hahah !

Boredem strikes again and again

2009-05-09T21:36:00.002+08:00

Damn, days are passing by and im getting bored .
Mum's always asking me to study .
Pfft.
Probably cause she doesn't want me to end up like last year.
Wasted man .

Anyway, i miss gf like hell !!
Im sorry cause last friday, i had sumtin goin on .
Shit .

And, ARSENAL gonna BEAT chelsea .
Haha !

2009-04-06T18:45:00.002+08:00

Gosh, its been a month since i last posted .
Well, been kinda busy lately .
With studies mostly .

What happened today????
hmmmm. let me think.......
Ahhhh!!!
After class, there was this group of teens arguing with a couple .
Wanna know why ?
Cause a member of the group went to woo the girlfriend .
Stupid right . Dumb ass .
Which guy likes his girl being treated like that .
How i know bout this?
Well, me and my friends were ears-dropping .
What bullshit , the group can still argue summore .
Its obviously their fault .
Morons.

Whatever, then we went to IMM.
And play XBOX360!!!
We simply had nothing to do .
Haha !

Anyway, saw this beautiful tricked out Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution 9.
Bloody hell , the sound of its engine simply makes it stands out from the rest .
From its fierce decayls to its sleeq looking rims , it just blew me away .
Damn i couldnt wait to get my driving license .
But its 2 years down the road .
Grrrr, i guess i just have to be patient .

3rd Month Anni

2009-03-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

Wooooooo!!!!
Its already three months that we've been together.
Darling, it was wonderful being with you.
I LOVE you sooo much (:
Eventhough we face some ups and downs,
i know we can go through that together.
Kite kan 'BADMAN' and 'BADWOMAN'
Haha.

HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY HUNEY ! (:

2009-02-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

This is some funny shit!!!

Katt williams is the best comedian

2009-02-23T14:30:00.002+08:00

Been a tiring but fun day with friends..
After our English lesson, none of us wanted to go back
soooooo, off to the coffeeshop
Chit chatted and laughing our lungs off.
Thaqif, who was weird today suddenly talked about Geylang as it was front page news today..
Ish2.
He insisted that we go there to.... ya know
HEHE
I would get my head cut off if my parents knew i went there.
So we came up with a new outing..
POOL!!!!
YEhaaaa
Im gonna beat ya'll so be prepared
Chey
And not to forget, the flirty Izuan..
Always flirt with girls
Aiyoyo

Talking bout girls, ain't this two the hottest alive??

What ya'll say guys??
Imma bet Izuan gonna drool when he sees this
Right dude??
haha

2009-02-21T20:02:00.002+08:00

Damn, got fever yesterday
What luck...

Met Dzul and Yantoy yesterday after friday prayers to do some birthday stuffs
Unfortunately for me and Yantoy, we both got fever
WEird right
ISh2..
So, we slept on the seats for a few minutes while dzul doing nth..

Going back home, my head was bursting..
Met Sarah otw home..
She's a long time friend of mine
You've grown quite tall yeah...but still shorter than me
Haha
Sorry couldn't entertain you so much cause i got fever
Luckily Muiz went to my house cause he got something to do..
He took good care of me sia...
What a friend, he even made me toast bread..
Haha.

And sorry cousins cause i couldnt come down for your dance performance..
Next time yeah
Always support ya!!

Anyways, got soccer training tmr, and my body's aching
Maybe i'll just play some part in the game

2009-02-17T09:13:00.002+08:00

Im back from chalet...
It was total fun..
Barbequed till 2 am in the morning, and damn it i had to sing..
haha
Wish bangla could be there, family memebers have been pestering me to bring you to them you know..
Haha

Nearing 3 in the morning, Freez took us driving.
We love cars, and most of all, SPEEDDDDDD!!!!
I took the backseat, and wore the seatbelts..
Reached a long stretch empty road
This was what Freez said, ' Ready guys??'
Then, he went zooming on the road.
It reached about 180km/h..
wtf!!!
The street lights was blur from the inside.
Guess we were going too fast
HAHA
But it was fun though

And and im sooo gonna beat the 180km/h that Freez accomplished
We're gonna have a race aite..
But when i got my license of course.

Muiz got a nutmeg.. haha

2009-02-14T12:30:00.002+08:00

Waddup ya'll..
Kinda worn out at the moment
Played soccer till ten at night yesterday.
So.. yeah
And finally, MUIZ got a nutmeg!!!
haha!!
That was the best moment in the game yesterday..
Bag in 3 goals for me yesterday
And and, got our jerseys

And now, i need not be jealous of EC already.
* great success*
KATY PERRY!!!!
She's freaking hot!!!
So now, i can totally ignore EC forever, no more dreams!!

A rhyme for a bitch

2009-02-10T08:00:00.002+08:00

Let me get to this real quick.
Cause i can't stand any of this bullshit.

She was a girl, a girl from my past,
now she's back, desperate for someone to love her sorry ass.
I admit i ask her bout the reason for our break up,
but the thing is, the issue is now bout 'ily' and 'imy', is your mind fucked up??
Now you say you hate me and stuff,
what the fuck bitch, that's the part where i laugh.
Im not gonna let this ruin my relationship with Nida,
Cause from the way i see it, she appreciate our relationship better than ya.
I ain't a person that like having haters like you,
But there aint no room on my dick for ya'll, so jump the fuck off.
So now what, you say you're moving on and no more crying,
fuck you bitch, i was waiting for that ever since i was trying.
Now get on with your sorry ass life,
cause im ashamed of you, with all those laws you broke in your life.
Im happy that you've moved on, i can't deny that,
but what the fuck with the ily and imy thing bitch, what's up with that?
Ok bitch, i've nth more to say and im ending this,
im sorry i have to make this diss.
Well, got to go now, hope you'll forget our past,
cause if you don't, you can try forgetting it by kissing my ass.
aite

2009-02-07T16:37:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but im not myself today.
I get pissed off soo easily.
Nothing happened that causes me to piss off.....
So wth

My heart's just beating soo fast.
Is anything bad gonna happen?
What's all this bullshit...
Did i do something wrong?
Oh c'mon, i hate this stupid feeling
It just spoils my day and mood
And if something bad really does happen, im really gonna flare up

Anyways, got a soccer match tomorrow with BSP
Hope that could cheer me up, like seriously pls

2nd month anni

2009-02-04T10:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was quite a funny day.
Went out with *bangla* to celebrate our anni.

She did all sort of weird stuffs that just make me laugh
Haha !

Well, we went to see 'The wedding game' at vivo
I can tell ya'll the movie was very funny
And a lil too sexy i guess....

And oh... my *bangla* doesn't know how to play UNO
Haha!
She was like " you, what if i got the same number but diff colour, boleh tak?"
Haha !
End up, i still win the game

Aite, thats all

I LOVE YOU HUNEY !

Holiday

2009-01-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

Waddup people!!

Wah, so long never post ryte
ish2....

Well, just got home from holidays at Malacca
Gerek gile
Went scootering with relatives there, catch chickens, went sightseeing
and went to A' Famosa, its a water theme park

Guess what, i overcome my fear of heights
Freez ask me to take the most highest ride
I was like ' whoah, hold on a sec.....you sure?' *shivering*
Bcoz want to save face nye pasal, i agreed... wth!

At the top, my legs were like jelly
But what the heck, i just sat on the platform and.......
i dunnoe???
Coz i closed my eyes and the next thing i know, i was down, splashing into a giant pool..
Haha !

Dad said something which makes me really... HAPPY!!!
He said that when im 18, im gonna take driving lessons
That means i can drive a car!!! wooo!!!
Cannot wait sia
Cars.. cars.. cars

Disappointed

2009-01-14T10:04:00.002+08:00

Well, my results suck real bad
I can't even go to any poly
Mum and Dad was very disappointed
And me, i don't know what's gonna happen to me now
What i know, my dreams are shattered and my future really looks dark

Every day, tears are shed by family members, esp mummy
cause she was expecting a lot of me as her first child.
What should i do now?
There are options, embarrasing ones and those that cost alot
Stayback or take private or just ITE?

Fuck it la
I don't know what the hell im gonna do
At the moment, this whole experience is killing the shit out of me
And i feel useless as a human being and a child to my parents.

Sometimes i wonder, is it the end for me?
Can i still succeed in life?

Well, im ready to start the whole thing again
Make my parents smile again and proud of me

It's so painful to see them going through all this
Working so hard for me, end up i failed them
They keep tellin me to be better than them, so that i can lead a comfortable life
Now, i don't think it will happen

Just have to hope for a miracle and work hard for it

Thats all

2009-01-06T17:39:00.004+08:00

Finally she was able to climb to the top of the pyramid
Haha !
It was super fun making her scared whenever i shake the ropes
She was like 'ARGHHHH!!!!'

And not to forget, i beat her in bowling with quite a big scoreline
Haha !

BiRthday!!!!!

2008-12-28T17:19:00.003+08:00

It's finally here!! haha
Its late, i know
Cause all my friends would do was making fun of me being 15
But now, it's over
Haha!!

Well, my whole family including my aunties and uncles went to celebrate my bdae
at this place called 'Sakura Family Buffet' at downtown east
It was super duper great
I ate and ate and ate
And finally my tummy got bloated!

After the dinner, we went bowling
Freez challenged me to get the highest score
Haha!
Well, it wasn't luck but i was the champion!!
I was given the name 'bowling prodigy' by my family members
Cool right?

It was certainly one of the best night of my life

And oh, too bad badwoman couldn't join us
My aunt all curious to see you

Next time ok?

Anyway, can't wait to go picnic with her next week
Hehe

Both Great And Sorrow weekend....

2008-12-22T10:01:00.007+08:00

Lets start with great first okay
Well, on saturday, daddy treated us to hop on the Singapore Flyer
It was super duper exciting
Haha
Initially, i was afraid, and i mean super afraid of heights
But i didn't want my family members to know
Haha
So, we took tons of pictures inside the cabin
It was a beautiful scenery to see Singapore from the top

After Singapore Flyer, we went shopping at orchard
At that moment, i didn't know what to buy
Aizat bought a puma watch.. pfft
And Amiera, like always, clothes
Me, absolutely nothing!!
Haha

Now, lets go to the sorrow part
Oh no
It was Sunday and me and my friends, including my daddy *sebok jek* went to see the football match between Singapore and Vietnam..
Grrrrrrrr
Vietnam players were playing crap football though
Trying to waste time by going to the ground easily when the Singapore players made a tackle
Mcm tak makan sayur seyy..
Then, their supporters too
It end up to be a riot with Singapore fans throwing bottles and vulgarities to them
Unfortubately, Singapore lose the match
But but, it was a fine performance for Singapore
Its just not their luck maybe
One thing for sure, they had more shots than Vietnam
After the match, then cames the ugly scene
Just outside the stadium, both fans got into fights
Everyone was running in differnt directions
Fortunately, we managed to get home safely
phewww

Then, it was the ARSENAL vs liverpool match
haiya
See this match can cause me heart attack sia
The never ending injury list which certainly will cost arsenal their hopes to catch up with the leaders will add one more name
CESC FABREGAS!!!!!
Shit sia
Lucky it was a draw in the end
And the referee sux big time

Nevertheless, i still and always love ARSENAL
Haha!

What's gonna happen?

2008-12-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

Well, it's december aready.... and the o 'levels results are coming.
It's like doomsday.. only that it affects only certain people
I hope im not in the catogary of people that will be crying in the hall because of my results..
I did my very best for the examinations
And now all i can do is hope for the best

But what if there's no happy ending?
I mean, what if i fail the examinations..
Worse come to worse,
My parents are gonna be disappointed in me, my future looks dark
And most importantly, when i don't have a proper job in the future, how am i gonna survive?
All this questions kept bothering me whenever i think about my results.

Always dreamt of being someone successfull one day
Lead a comfortable life with my loved ones..

Well, to achieve that, i've got to work harder
And now it all depends on my results..

Rayan's bdae

2008-12-14T19:59:00.004+08:00

See that little guy in that pic, he's the most naughtiest toddler arnd.
He's a maniac, loves to hit people, speak vulgarities and loves to do funny stuffs.
Anyway, it was his birthday after all
Haha!!

My family bought him a mini drum set cause he loves Rock and Roll
He once said he wants to be a famous drummer one day
*in his dreams*

Went out with my family to go shopping..
Sis got herself a new handphone... pfttt
*jealous sia*
God damn it was a sony ericsson w980
But, daddy said bcoz she got an expensive gift, she can't go shopping
Haha!!!

After shopping,mummy ajak uh to go to her workplace for some sightseeing.
The place was soo cool sia.
There were many yatches arnd
Somehow at that point, i feel like a rich person
Gagaga

On top of all that, i miss badwoman sooo much
Well, we're goin out this week, soo gonna spend time with her
I miss making her laugh like nobody's business
hehe

Love

2008-12-10T12:12:00.002+08:00

I love auntie... oopss, my miss daiso !
(:

She's more cuter and loveable than all of you think
(((((:

Back from vacation...

2008-12-09T07:42:00.002+08:00

Waddup peeps !
Just came back from vacation

Well, it was a great vacation and i had a wonderful time with my family and cousins
We do all the crazy things together.. haha
Remember, we stripped down almost naked in the middle of the field..
Haha !

Unfortunately, i didn't have time to go shopping.. haiya
But, Dad promise me that we'll be going shopping this weekend
So. ' Wa caya sama lu daddy '

Back in Singapore, i was missing her ):
Fortunately, i managed to talk to her as soon as i came home

I brought home a little gift for her
Its a poster of 'taman negara' and i don;t know what it is. haha
No la, not the poster, its........... a SURPRISE !
haha !

I may not be THE perfect guy but i will do whatever it takes to make you happy :D

Best thing that had ever happened to me

2008-12-04T10:02:00.006+08:00

Im damn bloody happy !

Haha !

Well, it all happened on the night of 3 dec 2008, at the top of Mount Faber :D

I did it ! I really can't believe i did it !

It was the best moment for me

Now that we're together, i will try to make it a special one

And also, i promise that i will not do anything that will harm our relationship

WOOOOOO!!! i still can't believe it !

Well, someone said that i forget all my promises

From the way i see it, she was the one who asked for it

So she was the one who forget her PROMISE !

Anyway, that's the past

Who cares bout it anymore

Grandma and.....

2008-12-02T12:36:00.003+08:00

I always hate departures and goodbyes from the ones i loved.. ):
But i know this time, it's kinda different cause my grandma is leaving for her pilgrimage
Well. she's gonna be away for some time

Gonna miss you grandma !!

I know i would cry tomorrow when i see her at the departure terminal

She's been praying all day and night... for me
Why?
Cause she wants me to pass my o'levels with good results
Sometimes, after her prayers, she would cry in front of me, tellin me how much she hope one day i could make her proud by achieving success in life..
Her words made me think of my future..
But wad can i do? o'levels are over
I could only hope for the best and hopefully make my grandma proud (:

Enough of sadness shit

Tmr is a big day for me... i'm sure some of my friends know what i mean (:
I'm kinda scared and intimidated by the outcome.
What i do know is that i'm gonna do it in a very special way (:

Like mummy said " First impression is always important "

Just wish me luck aite peeps !

*just need to buy a rose and tons of guts and courage
missing Badwoman very much :(

2008-12-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

Waddup ya'll !!
This is my first official post....
Ignore the post below cause it's posted by NIDA THE VERY BADWOMAN !
Gagaga !
Well, she's been pestering me to do this quizz..
KInda cool,
So lets try it !
Haha !

'ThE QuiZZ'

1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you like?
BoyFRIENDS - those who will go through all the pain and suffering i face... chey !
GirlFRIENDS - a girl which can certainly makes me laugh :D
- a girl who knows what i like and what i don't
- need not be as pretty as Jessica Alba ( damn she's hot )
- and most importantly, i must love her :D

2. How did you celebrate your 1st month?
Well, i don't celebrate it cause im not in any relationship.
BUT COMING SOON !

3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
BoyFRIENDS - everytime.. haha !
GirlFRIENDS - some...cause girls like to have long fingernails

4. When you see your partner injured/sick, would you be there even if you're busy ?
Definitely !!!! no matter what the situation is.

5. When it's your 12th month & your partner is having another r/s, what would you do?
First, i would kill 'the son of the bitch'
Second, i would spit at the bitch face... PUIIIT !!

6. What if you know your ex is still loving you while he/she is single and while you're attached?
I don't give a damn about the past !

7. Are you single, having a r/s or having a crush on someone?
Single...but hopefully not soo long
Relationship... ermm, of course not. Kater single. Aper da
CRUSH... not a crush but LOVE ! :D

8. List out 3 love/sad songs.
1. Belaian Jiwa
2. CRUSH ! 'favourite'
3. She will be loved

9. What would you do if you and your partner quarrel?
I will try my best to make it up to her
Or treat her.. example 'ben&jerry's'

10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?
Well, im cool with that.

11. What if you're single & someone has a crush on you?
As if i know if that person has a crush on me.

12. How many times had your heart been broken by somebody?
Lost counted.. but the latest has been the most @#$%^ !!!

13. If you & your partner quarrel, who will be the one apologizing?
If im in the wrong, then i would surely apologize.
But if she's the one then wad ya'll expect??

14. What would you do if your partner wants a break up?
I'll talk things round with her and ask her if she really wants it..

15. Did any of your stead give you a present that you liked the most?
Well, so far not yet.. Sedeii kan?

16. When did you last cry for someone whom you love?
Around fasting month this year.. arrgh, forget bout it

17. How many times did you break your promise to your stead?
I don't break promises ! haha ! Try not to

18. Do you wish that your relationship will last long?
Like duhh.. esp with that someone :D

19. Did your stead kiss you in public?
Never.

Pass this to 11 of your friends.
1. Malik
2. Saddiq
3. Luqman
4. Nadhirah
5. Nurun
The rest pandai2 korang la ekh .

I MISS BADWOMAN ):

2008-12-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

alfyan is a badman
And a potential cleaner
:)

By Badwoman
:D